All Too Mid-January
written by: Jak Locke

version 1:
from All Our Sunlight Scattered (December 16th 2002) (as "Mid-January") (9:00)
You can feel the moans from all the pitied wastelands
You can lean your head and taste the bitter wind
You can substitute your fields of gold for plywood
You can fool yourself into believing you're there again

Believe 'em that your words'll make a difference
Wonder if the last word gives you power
Let me tell you, if you think that it's really gospel
There's sixty just like you born every hour

The supposed independents march their cadence
And, flinging all their sense out to the air
They ask me if it even makes a difference
And me, I don't even care to care

Yes Eve, she touched me deeply with her smile
Caressed me like no other had before
And Solomon, divisive now as ever
Ensures that me she won't be back no more

And I alone, you can call me Teresius
Because seeing's more right now than I can stand
And I never knew the true meaning of empty
Until nothing's all I could hold in my hand

There's another derelict along the highway
Whispering gently into Van Gogh's ear
Anti-fashion scars on the cadaver
That occupies the space my soul has cleared

Some orchestra of sea sick demon railmen
Scores the setting close behind the gates
In midst of all the statuesque regalia
To drown would be a pleasure far too great

Now dreams are but a playground for the foolish
Who still believe hope's not a passing fad
Some outlaw marionette behind the alleys
Rusted cords, no mind left to go mad

Now Kerouac is plucking the piano strings
As Judas puts his arm around my back
Majestic in the graveyard at my doorstep
My ever-ceasing rest between the cracks

And I alone, you can call me Teresius
Because seeing's more right now than I can stand
And I never knew the true meaning of empty
Until nothing's all I could hold in my hand

version 2:
from Already Fading On Some Horizon (February 5th 2003) (5:10)
You can feel the moans from all the pitied wastelands
You can lean your head and taste the bitter wind
You can substitute your fields of gold for plywood
You can fool yourself into believin you're there again

Now there's another derelict along the highway
Whispering gently into Van Gogh's ear
Anti-fashion scars on the cadaver
That occupies the space my soul has cleared

The supposed independents march their cadence
And flingin all their sense out to the air
They ask me if it even makes a difference
And me I don't even care to care

Believe them that your words'll make a difference
Wonder if the last word gives you power
Let me tell you if you think that it's really gospel
There's sixty just like you born every hour

Yes Eve, she touched me deeply with her smile
Caressed me like no other had before
And Solomon, divisive now as ever
Ensures me that she won't be back no more

Now some orchestra of sea-sick demon railmen
Scores the setting close behind the gate
In the midst of all the statuesque regalia
To drown would be a pleasure far too great

Now dreams are but a playground for the foolish
Who still believe hope's not a passing fad
Some outlaw marionette behind the alley
Rusted cords, no mind left to go mad

Now Kerouac is plucking the piano strings
As Judas puts his arm around my back
Majestic in the graveyard at my doorstep
My ever-ceasing rest between the cracks

And I alone you can call me Tiresias
Because seeing's more right now than I can stand
And I never knew the true meaning of empty
Until nothin's all I could hold in my hand

version 3:
from Broken Crescent (September 22nd 2005) (4:52)
There's another derelict along the highway
Whispering gently into Van Gogh's ear
Anti-fashion scars on the cadaver
That occupies the space my soul has cleared

Now you can feel the moans from all the pitied wastelands
You can lean your head and taste the bitter wind
You can substitute your fields of gold for plywood
You can fool yourself into believing you're there again

Some orchestra of sea-sick demon railmen
Scores the setting close behind the gate
In the midst of all the statuesque regalia
To drown would be a pleasure far too great

Believe them that your words'll make a difference
Wonder if the last word gives you power
Let me tell you if you think that it's really gospel
There's sixty just like you born every hour

The supposed independents march their cadence
And flinging all their sense out to the air
They ask me if it even makes a difference
And me I don't even care to care

Now dreams are but a playground for the foolish
Who still believe hope's not a passing fad
Some outlaw marionette behind the alleys
Rusted cords no mind left to go mad

Now Kerouac is plucking the piano strings
As Judas puts his arm around my back
Majestic in the graveyard at my doorstep
My ever-ceasing rest between the cracks

And I alone you can call me Tiresias
Because seeing's more right now than I can stand
And I never knew the true meaning of empty
Until nothing's all I could hold in my hand

earliest live performance: February 20th 2002